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(no subject) [Aug. 28th, 2009|01:52 am]
put an X next to all of the following that you have done today:

<X> went to camden way too early before the parking lots opened
<X> hung out in a camden cvs parking lot
<X> hung out in a camden mcdonald's
<X> watched a 21 year old dude hook up with a 14 year old
<X> used the nastiest bathroom in your entire life because there was no other option
<X> got punched in the jaw purposely by a drunk asshole who thought he was cool when him and his friends tried to "mosh" with people on the lawn, when everyone really just wanted to enjoy blink 182's awesomeness without getting hit by a 250-lb. douchebag.  no, punching random girls in the face does not make you look cool, believe it or not.
<X> saw an asshole kid from new york get carted off to camden jail after coming up behind a phillies fan and beating the shit out of him for no reason.  have fun dealing with camden's criminals, motherfucker.
<X> got so covered in dirt during these experiences that you probably have a deadly disease and need 3 showers to feel remotely clean again

yes, i experienced all of this, and would do it all again, because WEEZER AND BLINK 182 WERE THAT RIDICULOUSLY AMAZING.  the amount of pain my body will be in tomorrow will be worth it.
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2009|07:36 pm]
get out of my head please.  you're pretty much making me miserable, and you don't even know it.  i either want to pretend we never broke up, or pretend i never met you.  unfortunately, the second option is the most likely and the hardest to accomplish.  fuck.
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2009|01:07 am]
maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy... maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.  maybe the happy ending is just moving on.  or maybe the happy ending is this-- knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment-- you never gave up hope.
- he's just not that into you
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(no subject) [Jun. 10th, 2009|08:05 pm]
i realized i am terrified of being alone.  this is why i stay in bad relationships.  this is why i am so upset over relationships ending, even if the guy is a total asshole.  this is why i torture myself by trying to stay friends with the assholes.  this is why i do the easy, comfortable thing, and get back with exes.  i really need to stop being in relationships.  i'm a serial monogamist.  i need to learn to be comfortable with myself, and by myself.

i don't know if i can though.  i don't want to be alone.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2009|07:21 pm]
just so you know, i am really fucking angry.  you are a JACKASS.  your reasoning is stupid, and i hate that you like to take the easy road all the time.  so, fuck you.  i've been through this enough times, and i finally realize this time that it's YOUR LOSS, not mine.  i was totally fine with how chill things were.  i never really got upset at you.  i was finally having FUN in a relationship for once, instead of looking for somethinig serious.  i just liked having someone to hang out with, have fun with, and cuddle with.  it was just one of those things where i enjoyed your company.  but thanks for fucking that up for absolutely no reason at all.  you'll eventually realize that once again, you sabotaged a good relationship of yours, just like you ALWAYS do with girls you like.  if i'm really the best girlfriend you ever had, like you said a billion times, and if you really do still have feelings for me, then you will definitely regret this.  and when you get bored with meaningless hookups again, and you move back home with your parents to middle-of-nowhere maryland when you get out of the coast guard, and you're sitting there lonely and bored as hell in the middle of summer, you'll realize you made the biggest mistake of your life.  you'll miss me.  make sure you give me a call when that happens, so i can laugh in your fucking face and say "i told you so."
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long chistmas entry [Dec. 26th, 2008|12:15 am]
i can't believe christmas is over already.  its scary how fast time goes by.

christmas eve was ridiculous as usual.  my dad and uncle and his gf were out in the garage frying the shrimp and calamri, and started drinking at noon.  by dinner, there were 7 empty bottles of wine out there.  my dad lit the grill on fire when the lit it to grill the halibut, hahahahaha.  everyone was drunk.  jordan and linny's boyfriend both came over to experience our drunk italian christmas eve traditions, which is hilarious because linny's boyfriend is jewish, hahahaha oh man.  my cousin chris's daughters are so adorable.  they're only 2 and 3 years old, and they already know how to use a fucking computer, spell, and type.  it's RIDICULOUS.  oh and i was the first one to find the pickle in the tree.  good thing, cause i need all the luck i can get this year.

today was kind of sucky, like it has been for the past 3 years.  i went to see g-ma with my dad and linny.  normally she's upset, but today she was kind of cheery.  she didn't remember it was christmas, even 2 seconds after we said buon natale.  but she realized the gifts were hers, and she kept asking if my dad would take her home today.  it's even harder when she seems sort of okay, because then you regret putting her in a nursing home in the first place.  you start thinking maybe she could be home for christmas with us.  but after crying about not taking her home with us, i start realizing again that there's no way it could be possible, even on her "good" days.  and with my cousins gone, billy on his mission, and aunt joyce not being here, christmas day is just depressing and lonely.  i'm not trying to be a scrooge, because i love spending time with the family i DO have left, but i miss aunt joyce so much.  she WAS christmas.  but jordan was here for awhile, and lauren ann came over so it kept my mind off of things for at least a little while.

no more sad talk.  time for the gift list!  wooooo! 
i got the only thing i asked for:  a full-size, weighted-key electric digital piano with a pedal, stand, and bench.  sweeeeeeeeeeet.  i feel kind of selfish for asking for such an expensive gift, but i NEVER ask for much.  and i barely got anything besides that.  i am SO happy that i'll have a keyboard at school.  i NEEDED this.  my dad got me a chord/lyric book of 90+ AC/DC songs.  amazing.  i got prince caspian, mamma mia, and sleeping beauty on dvd :-)  and the tales of beetle the bard or whatever by j.k. rowling.  my uncle al is the shit; he got me a really nice framed picture of rockefeller center in winter, $30 to geno's cheesesteaks, and a 6-pack of yuengling.  that was ALMOST as good as my keyboard, haha.
jordan got me a crazy snowglobe for my collection.  we had seen it in the mall together and i said how cool it was, so he got it for me.  he DOES pay attention after all!  it's a snowman, and the big ball is the snowglobe part.  it lights up, changes colors, and spins glitter inside around when you turn it on.  annnnd he got me a beautiful ring.  TOTALLY unexpected.  14k white gold, 7 tiny diamonds across the top, and tiny heart cut-outs going across both sides of the bridge.  gorgeous.  i'm so mad at him for doing that, but it was so surprising and wonderful :-)

so, that was christmas 2008.  can't wait to see how new year's eve goes this year ;-)
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(no subject) [Dec. 19th, 2008|10:37 am]
ever since.... well, ever since i got to school i've been looking forward to winter break.  i actually like living at udel this year more than any other year so far, probably because i'm not living with a psycho or going through major life-altering events.  but i always love being home more.  i love spending time with my family, sleeping in my own bed, and taking naps with belle.  so i can't believe i'm saying this, but i wish i was back at udel. 

my mom is being a fucking asshole.  i've been so grateful that my relationship with her got better after i moved out.  in high school, we hated each other.  literally.  we couldn't stand to be around each other or talk to each other.  it was a fight every time we were in close proximity to each other.  when i went away to school, that changed, and now we talk on the phone every day at least once.  whenever i come home for any long period of time, especially around holidays, things get bad with us again.  unfortunately, this year it's the worst it's been since high school with us, and i hate it.  i want everyone to get along, but it's REALLY hard when she always has a stick up her ass.  i probably seem like an asshole saying this about my own mom, but if you were me, you'd understand.  i just want her to be HAPPY, but nothing anyone does can please her.  especially since christmas is coming and she's all stressed about people coming over.  that's how it always is with holidays.  but she's fucking OCD to the max, and it's making everyone miserable.  we offer to help her, she says no, then she complains later that no one helped her.  or she'll let us help her, then tell us we did it "wrong," and she does it over.  then she bitches at us for not doing things right.  i totally understand that she wants the house to look nice, but it's impossible to make things perfect.  it's not even just cleaning.  it's decorations, and how i eat, and where i go, and what i do, and a;sldkjalskjflsad omg i'm NEVER right for her.  it's so hard to go from living independently to having my mom bitch at me for EVERY LITTLE THING ALL THE TIME.  and sometimes i feel like it's my and linny's fault that she's such a miserable person all the time.  i guarantee this isn't the life she dreamed of.  but we aren't such bad kids.  i do well in school, i don't get into trouble, i don't do drugs, and i try to spend as much time with my family as possible.  the reason i am such a good person is because i had great parents.  but she doesn't see that.  she thinks so poorly about herself, and then she's miserable, and then she gets all OCD, and then she takes it out on us.  i love my mom, but i can't live with her, because it kills me to see her so miserable and unhappy with things, including me, all the time.  she's on the phone with someone right now actually, saying things like "i bet your house is immaculate, mine is a disaster, my kids don't help me, blah blah blah" like seriously, shut the fuck up.  when linny and i get married and move away, she's going to regret focusing on such stupid details instead of loving life and spending time with her family.  is having an absolutely spotless CEILING for christssakes really more important than watching christmas movies with your family?  is the fact that my unicorn ornament on the tree is in THIS spot instead of THAT spot?  REALLY?  REALLY DO THESE THINGS MATTER AT ALL IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF LIFE?!?!?!  NO!!!!  and i was serious about that too.  i couldn't even put my ornaments on the tree without her bitching at me.  she literally tried to move all my ornaments.  my dad finally told her to shut up.  i told both of my parents they need to stop being fucking scrooges and enjoy christmas.  honestly, the only thing that really matters is family.  and it sucks that right now, during the christmas season, i wish i was away from mine.  they're ruining it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2008|12:44 am]
wow.  remind me to never look over old journal entries ever, ever, ever again.  i was so fucking STUPID in high school!  i was a total asshole.  not all the time, but certain things definitely could've been handled better by everyone, including myself.  and who the hell knows why i wrote some of the things i did in my livejournal.  those things definitely should've been kept private.  i'm lucky nobody called and had me locked away in a mental institution, geeeeeeeeez.  although i probably should've been with the shit that i did.

thank GOD i've matured since then and learned from my mistakes.  sorry if i was a dick to anyone reading this right now, haha.

life update:

- i forget if i already said this, but the AC/DC concert was the most amazing experience in my entire life.  i can die happy now.

- i get to leave for winter break next wednesday... more than a week early, because i have no finals during finals week!  just final papers and non-cumulative exams during the regular class schedule.  thank god for that, cause this semester SUCKS and i can't wait to have NO HOMEWORK TO DO!  i'll miss my friends though :-(

- i'm excited for the holidays, but they kind of make me really sad.  it's not the same without aunt joyce.  and now that my aunt melissa, uncle bill, and cousins live in utah, it's even worse.  AND billy is still on his mission, so it's super lonely.  i tried to keep the aunt joyce spirit alive by making placecards and fancy drinks on thanksgiving.  it didn't work.  maybe i can wrap my christmas gifts for people in REALLY nice wrapping paper with REALLY nice ribbon, like she used to do.  but i'd have to buy 24952034895 gifts for each person if i really wanted to be like her, and i can't afford it, haha.

- hopefully i'll be working at the daycare over winter

- jordan ezekiel has been so amazing lately.  things are really working out very well at the moment, and i am so happy and grateful.  i still can't believe how we met so randomly and are still together.  really, it's all due to lauren ann and rachel, haha.  i still thank god every day for that.  oh the irony.  i love the randomness of life.

- parke bank christmas party with jordan, ant, and people next friday.  this should be a good time ;-)

- meludees have been causing me more stress than relief lately, which is not a good thing.  singing is supposed to be my relaxation time.  hopefully things will work out.  i want everyone to be happy friends, and i feel caught in the middle.  or like a complete outcast.  our winter concert is this friday.

- i'll be doing psych research next semester, studying the effects of bullying on the self-esteem of children, and the clinical problems it may cause.  aren't i so psychologist-like.... hahaha.  i'm excited.

- the twilight movie was a little disappointing, but robert pattinson is so sexy it doesn't even matter.  i'm obsessed.


that's really alllll.  i've been having fun on the weekends and working my ass off during the weeks, as usual.  it's 1am and i'm not tired yet.  unfortunately, the insomnia hasn't gone away since last time i updated on life.
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2008|01:18 am]
what a freaking historic night.  i voted for obama, but i'm not a huuuuuuge fan or anything.  but i wanted to cry during his speech.  even during mccain's speech, i wanted to cry.  our country has come so far.  i don't think anyone should have voted based on race, but i'm hoping obama was elected DESPITE his race.  i'm hoping america is moving toward being colorblind.  i really do agree with most of his policies, and it was my first time voting, and i feel like i actually made a difference.  and i think every kid my age i know voted, which is incredible.  basically, i think we need change.  maybe obama's ideas won't play out the way he wants, maybe they won't work.  but more of the same isn't going to help either.  at least he's trying to change things.

but it REALLY pisses me off that people who wanted mccain to win are being so incredibly rude and closed-minded.  i know you don't like obama.  i know you're upset that your candidate lost.  and trust me, i'm probably just as worried as you are.  i don't know if anything will work the way obama says it should.  but i DO know that if this country is going to change for the better, we are all going to need to come together.  we have to work TOGETHER to change things.  if people are going to be stubborn and say stupid things like "moving to europe, moving to canada" then things will keep getting worse.  and just to point out a smalllll irony in your statements.... if you're not a fan of obama's policies, why the hell would you wanna move to europe or canada?!?!  they have more extreme policies than obama is proposing.

so let's all come together and try to make this country better.
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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2008|01:48 pm]
my life has been spiced up slightly.
- THE PHILS WON THE WORLD SERIES.  i didn't go to the parade because i was still drunk from the night before.  NOT good times.
- AC/DC CONCERT in like 15 days.  my life will be complete.
- halloween weekend:  complete with jordan, carbombs, and cops being called by one of my friends on another one of our friends.  great.  dramaaaaa.  i'm staying out of it.

i got absoutely no work done this weekend, ruined tequila for myself, missed the biggest philly sports event in 25 years, and talked to cops while in my pajamas on halloween night while trying to calm down the rest of my completely WASTED friends.

let's hope my life starts being spiced up in GOOD ways.  AC/DC, please save me.  i know you will.
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2008|11:01 pm]
[mood | content]

so, i haven't posted in awhile.  hello.  things are going alright.  for some reason i never feel the need to write anymore... i used to want to write every day.  i think i have to be experiencing some big event, or really strong emotions, for me to want to write.  but lately i haven't been extremely depressed, which is good.  but i also haven't been extremely happy, which is bad.  whatever, i can't complain.

basically, here's my life right now:
- school is a pain in the ass but i'm managing an A, 2 A-'s, a B+, and a B- right now.  I need to get those B's up.  please.
- psycho still enjoys causing drama for no apparant reason, involving everyone, including me.  back the fuck up why don't you.
- the weekends here have been amazing.  i've been having so much fun.  i've met a lot of new people and been to a lot of new places, which is always interesting.
- i'm content with my relationship right now, which is good.  but i still can't help but miss the days when it was still new.  i guess that's natural.  but it's good to be comfortable with each other.  he's my best friend, and i love him to death.
- i'm trying to figure out what i want to do about grad school.  i think i'm going to go for my master's in counseling psychology instead of my Ph.D.  i don't really need my doctoral degree for what i want to do, but who knows.
- i'm wearing my old clothes for halloween.  yes, i will be dressing like avril lavigne again, hahaha.  i can't believe i ever wore that stuff.  save money, take a nice trip down memory lane... can't go wrong there.  it'll be fun times.
- people are pissing me off in my a capella group... it seems like only a few people really care about being there.  it frustrates me because i work SO hard to be there all the time, learn the music, and help people learn it.  but people are lazy or have plans with their boyfriends or whatever.  seriously, not a good excuse for missing 43045034 rehearsals and gigs.
- i finally drove my car down to udel.  it was quite the experience.  i'm trying to overcome my fear of driving, slowly but surely.  now let's see if i ever make it back home, haha.
- i can NEVER go home!  it's been forever.  i always have something to do on the weekends.  i miss my family and belle and neemy like crazy.  and i miss rowan.  i miss partying with my friends there :-(
- i need to get back in shape.  i'm really unhappy with myself right now.  i was doing so well.  i've gained some weight and i'm not toned like i used to be.  someone please inspire me to start doing pilates again!!!
- last but not least, THE PHILS ARE IN THE WORLD SERIES, WITH ONE GAME LEFT TO CLINCH THE TITLE!!!!  SERIOUSLY IF THEY WIN I AM SKIPPING CLASS AND GOING TO THE PARADE.  last night's game, the one game we needed to win, was suspended due to rain.  REALLY?  that WOULD happen in philly.

soooo that's it.  my life.  pretty boring, huh.  i need to spice it up a little.
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2008|10:23 pm]

sorry for that last entry.  it was true though.  but i think once i stopped caring and started doing my own thing, he realized he was pushing me away too far this time.  or maybe he saw that entry, who knows.  whatever the case is, things have been getting better lately.  i have too many other things to worry about right now, so i'm not letting it stress me out.

i'm lame )
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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2008|02:54 pm]

you know what?  you're becoming a huge douchebag.  i miss who you used to be. 

remember when you used to WANT to call me?   remember when we talked for hours til 4 in the morning?  remember when we played 20 questions and you were interested in learning new things about me?  remember when you couldn't keep your hands off of me and just wanted to make out?  remember when you used to text me telling me how beautiful i was and how much you missed me?  remember when you'd leave flirty comments on my facebook?  remember when you sent me facebook messages while i was on vacation, telling me how you couldn't wait til i came home, even though you thought i wouldn't be able to read them, just cause it made you feel better?  remember when you cried because you were scared you would lose me?  remember when you cared about and respected my feelings and opinions?  remember when you WANTED to make me happy?  cause i do, and you definitely aren't that person anymore.  that's the person i loved. 

right now, you are not the person i fell in love with.  now, it's a chore for you to call me, even for 5 minutes.  now, you don't answer my calls and refuse to text me because you "hate phones".  now, you get ANNOYED when I leave NICE messages for YOU.  now, i can't bring up how i feel if something is bothering me, because you'll flip out.  now, i have to practically throw myself at you to get you to kiss me.  now, you refuse to do anything that makes me happy.  now, you'd rather drink in your shitty basement than spend the day together in my empty apartment with me.  what kind of guy doesn't want to have a whole day ALONE in an APARTMENT with a GIRL?!

i know how to balance hard work, partying, family, friends, AND you.  you don't.  the problem is that you're extremley immature.  you don't know what love is, and if you do, you're not smart enough to know how to keep it going.  you don't CARE enough to keep it going.  you don't do anything that makes me happy, but i do everything in my power to keep you happy.  i keep my mouth shut when i'm upset, i agreed that you don't have to talk to me for long, i stopped calling and texting you, i only talk to you when you call me and it's good for you.  this isn't even a relationship anymore.  this is you not wanting me to get with other guys, but not wanting to put the effort in to make me happy.  it shouldn't even be an EFFORT, it should be something you WANT to do!  i'm not asking for a lot.  i'm asking for you to act like a boyfriend, basically.  but you can't even do the bare minimum of what a relationship requires.  at this point, for me, our relationship is all give and no take.  you're selfish, you make me feel like shit now, and i really don't think it's worth it to keep you.

but since i did love the old you so much, and i know you have the potential to be that person, i'll fight to make this right again.  i'll keep giving you chances until it kills me, of course.  and it WILL kill me.  but maybe that's what it takes.  maybe you won't know what you have til it's dead and gone.
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(no subject) [Jul. 31st, 2008|10:04 am]
 i need a friend who will really understand
but i don't think i have that person
and we all know how much i hate bottling things up




i hate this.
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2008|12:28 pm]
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2008|10:19 pm]
 summer is here.  i'm halfway done college... holy shit.  im so not ready for the real world.
good thing i still have at least 4 years of grad school after this, plus a year of interning at a clinic.  hahaha.... great.

not gonna lie, this year pretty much blew.  having a psycho roommate really makes it hard to enjoy being at school.  but i love udel, and i'll be living in the apartment across the hall next year, so it should be a gooood time.  this semester sucked especially hardcore, but so far i have an A- and an A.  hopefully i'll do well in the other 3.  i'll be super proud of myself if i pull off all A's for this ass-kicking semester.  the one good thing about this year is i started to become better friends with the kids in my a capella group.  i love those kids, and i love singing with them.  and partying with them.  and a few just graduated, which makes me REALLY sad.  but i'm the new secretary for our group (or seXretary, as tristan coined it, haha)!

as for now, i will be content partying at jordan and ant's new abode in gboro ;-)  brand new house, hardwood floors, huge bedroom, party basement, and a yard with a tireswing.  it's really fucking sweet.

and as for the rest of my life: things with jordan ezekiel are amazing.  i'm living proof that something good will come out of even the most depressing, horrible situations.  i love being home, i think i'm getting a job at a daycare to make some money, and i can't wait to go to the shore.  and i might go to florida in august to visit kristin.  and i need a geno's cheesesteak.  now.

if you're in twp and have nothing to do, gimme a call! :-)
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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2008|02:43 pm]
so... today is my 20th birthday.  all i have to say is that i hate it.  i hate being 20.  i guess i should be looking forward to almost being 21, but i'd rather be a teenager forever.  i can't believe how fast my life has gone by.
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i need to vent. [Mar. 4th, 2008|11:29 am]
[mood |fucking pissed.]

 i am so sick of people blowing things out of proportion.  it's like dealing with a bunch of middle schoolers.  like 8th graders, which are the worst, cause not only are they dramatic and cliquey, they're conceited.  

and you know what else?  i'm tired of being nice and easygoing.  it's IMPOSSIBLE here.  because no matter how nice i am and how easygoing i am, people are assholes to me.  they take advantage of it and i get screwed over and left out.  i want to go out, i want to have fun, i want to LIVE A LITTLE.  but everyone is too miserable to do that, and it's bringing me down. i'm tired of sitting in every weekend because they "don't feel well" and "have work to do."  YOU DONT DO WORK ON THE WEEKEND NIGHTS!!!!!!  you relax.  people don't get that concept around here.

i can't stand being in a CONSTANTLY stressful environment.  i have my own personal problems and worries too, just like everyone else.  i have family issues and sickness and school and boyfriend and housing and WHATEVER.  but im not taking that out on my FRIENDS.  can i even call them friends?  i dont know.  but anyway, i dont take it out on the people i live with because it's not their fault.  

what IS their fault is that they are ADDING to the stress by being immature, nasty, and miserable all the time.  just because something in life is going really bad doesn't mean you need to sit and mope.  i learned that the hard way.  it makes everything worse when you mope.  you have to get up, enjoy life, and make yourself happy again.  and you DEFINITELY don't want to be an asshole to your friends, because you need their support.  thats what friends do, support each other.  not act mean to each other all the time.

so last night i snapped when something stupid happened, and actually let myself get upset for once, because i'm entitled to have those feelings too.  and it wasnt that what happened was a big deal... it was just kind of the last straw, cause im tired of dealing with their shit all the time.  but what happens when i get upset?  people get mad at me for it.  they walk around here being miserable bitches ALL THE TIME.  i get upset once in the past 3 weeks, and they are mad at me.  and when i tried to explain that im not upset at THEM, im just stressed out, they slam doors in my face, talk about me, and ignore me all the next day.

this is what i mean when i say i'm dealing with 8th graders here.  if i deal with all your moping and bitchiness, i think im allowed to cry ONCE when i'm upset about life.  i didnt even do or say anything to anyone.  really, i didnt, i promise.  i even went outside so that i didnt explode INSIDE around them.  so when i came back in, they asked me what was wrong, and said sorry if they upset me, and i said its no big deal im just mad about life.  apparantly, that makes them mad, and they say "ugh whatever" and now they are mad at me.  for nothing.

makes no sense.  im so fucking tired of it here.  its ridiculous the way people act.  i want to go home.  honestly, i'd transfer if i didn't love udel so much.  most of the people are great, and i love my classes and the campus and EVERYTHING.  i just cant deal with living with a bunch of drama queens anymore.

i want to move in with a bunch of guys.  and no one will care when you wash your dishes, or even if you wash them at all, and no one will care where your stupid fucking shower caddy is located in the bathroom, and no one will care if i want to stay up all night til 5am and play guitar hero!!!!  I CANT EVEN PLAY GUITAR HERO AROUND HERE WITHOUT PEOPLE GETTING MAD AT ME FOR BEING TOO LOUD!!!!

ASLKDGHALSDKF AHHHHHHAHS DGLAKSHGLASD IM GOING TO FREAK OUT.

the end.
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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2008|11:14 am]
anyone else think valentine's day is a load of bullshit?  im not anti-valentine's day or anything, but really, if you love someone you can pick any day to show it.  that's what most people want anyway, isn't it?  i like to be surprised with a card or candy or dinner or even a surprise visit.  you don't need a holiday to do those things.

although it does suck when every single one of my roomates is seeing their boyfriend this weekend, and i'm going to be sitting here feeling alone and awkward, because my boyfriend isn't visiting and i don't have a car.

anyway, i've only had 2 full days of classes so far, and i'm halfway done my third, and this semester is my hardest semester ever.  i think i have at least 20 papers to do this semester... and i'm not exaggerating.  i have 12 papers for my ONE psych class.  soooo.... wish me luck.
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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2008|01:44 pm]
 i have to go back to school today.  not looking forward to it really.

but last night was amazing :-D
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